College Applications

       As I was struggling to figure out what community I belonged to for one of my college essays, I became very stressed and started questioning why I was going through this. I was working hard to persuade the college to let ME pay them money. College is the only scenario that I can think of where I have to work to spend money. On top of this, I'm going to college to work more and be even more stressed out than I was for any other point in my life. Basically, I had worked for 12 years to educate and I was hoping for four more. All of this just to work more until I'm 75 just to survive. Assuming I am able to live to 90, I'll have 15 years at the end of my life and 5 years at the beginning of my life to myself. And at both these times I was and will not be at my best self. 

    I have heard a lot of people complain about the situation in the same way that I have. Would I really be better off if I didn't have to worry about where I went to college? If I was born 10,000 years ago in the age of hunters and gatherers would my life be better? It didn't take much thinking for me to answer no. Instead of stressing about what college I would get in, I would be worried about where my next meal would come from. I guess this means I'll get back to trying to get colleges to take my money...

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

Animal Farm and Communism

Institutionalized Racism

Raisin in the Sun