Senior Year

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    As senior year draws to a close I don't feel the excitement that I always thought I would feel in younger grades. I thought that the end of senior year would mean that I would fall behind on work and not care a lot about school. Instead the end of senior year is pretty much like the end of any year. Most of my days feel the same; I log in to class from 7:20 to 12:25 then I study, watch some TV, sleep and repeat the next day. The days seem to blend together and it's difficult finding motivation. 

    I hope this will change after AP tests. After that, I won't have school and I won't have anything to study for. While this may seem like a good thing, and I hope it is, I worry that without any goal to work towards I will have nothing worthwhile to do. In the past, I would be so excited for just a little free time where I could go play basketball or go biking or something fun with friends. With the pandemic, I worry that instead of making the most of my free time, I will waste it by just spending time on my phone. 

    After the reading the New York Times article about languishing, I feel I finally have a solution to my repetitive days. Instead of trying to look far ahead, I have started to focus on small wins every day. In the context of my life, this may mean instead of anticipating the time after the AP tests, I celebrate finishing a section of review. Even though I just started, this change of mindset has helped me feel more energy and less languished. 

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