College Applications
As I was struggling to figure out what community I belonged to for one of my college essays, I became very stressed and started questioning why I was going through this. I was working hard to persuade the college to let ME pay them money. College is the only scenario that I can think of where I have to work to spend money. On top of this, I'm going to college to work more and be even more stressed out than I was for any other point in my life. Basically, I had worked for 12 years to educate and I was hoping for four more. All of this just to work more until I'm 75 just to survive. Assuming I am able to live to 90, I'll have 15 years at the end of my life and 5 years at the beginning of my life to myself. And at both these times I was and will not be at my best self. I have heard a lot of people complain about the situation in the same way that I have. Would I really be better off if I didn't have to worry about where I went to college? If I was born 10,000 y